It has been more than a month since I’ve transferred to the parsonage as my new shelter. So, it has been more than a month also that I didn’t spend time with my little one. But I phoned them every time and then, and talked to my precious little one.
Last week, I had a chance to visit them, and when they saw me riding on the tricycle, they ran after me, so, my brother-in-law who drove the tricycle stop it, and let my little one rode and they ran to me, and hugged me to tight. And the 3 years old nephew asked me, “te Litlit uwi kana bayay’? Auntie Litlit, are you coming home? And he ran straight to my mother’s house, and never stopped asking until I answered to his question. And then, my other little ones were asking me too, if I would be coming home. But I answered them that I would only visit them every time and then, but they never stopped begging me to stay with them. Honestly, it was a very heart-breaking but I had nothing to do with it, because I had to stay a little away from them because of the very big reason.
And the saddest part, my 4 years old niece who has been so attacked to me, she cried a lot when I left for the city. And while riding on the tricycle, I cried because inside my heart I really wanted to stay with them but because of something, I had to leave the place. Although, my niece kristel was sobbing when I left, and my other niece shouting loud just to tell me….”auntie, I love you, I love you and I will be missing you”. Oh, when I heard her saying…I love you…I sobbed and I told her “I love you, too and I will be missing you a lot” and I cried and sobbed while leaving the place. Yes, it was not easy being apart from my precious one. But I know God has preparing for everyone’s heart because I know for sure that I would not be staying with them for too long anymore. Though, we all cried every time we saw each other, but it helped us to be strong, especially the hearts of my precious ones. I know they will get use of being away from me. As of this time, I will only visiting them as I promised to them. Oh, by the way, last week, we spent lots of time together, we ate our lunch together, and I looked after them during lunch break of our daily vacation Bible school which I really loved to do with my precious nieces and nephews.
Oh, my gush! While writing this, my tears were truly falling down; it was because I have been missing my dearest siblings so deeply. Honestly, I have been so attached with them but I have to stay away from them and do the things that I would be done. I love you so much my precious ones.
Presenting to you my four lovely and beautiful nieces. From the left Kristel, Kday, Yayay, and Kimberly. I took this photo last Month. I would say that we’re so attached with each other. And when I was still staying with them, these little girls would always follow me wherever I go.